Are you, in any way, dissatisfied with how you have unfolded and lived your life to this moment? Does it seem that your goals, even the attainment of your goals and longings, has led you around in frustrating circles? ...ever narrowing and confining circles? ...and further and further from your true desires? Is your body and life and spirit all you genuinely hoped for? Despite the many problems and false-starts, have you enrichingly lived the self and life you truly desire? Looking at your life and actions, do you see guilts, regrets, disappointments, and resentments? ...fears and doubts? ...unknowns?

If your life seems successful, ...have you correctly understood and appropriately measured your success and happiness? Are you genuinely happy about your self and life? ...or happy because it could easily have been otherwise? Do you feel happy or just lucky? And if you have controlled or beaten-out others ...and won the race, ...don=t you actually feel that life is, or should be, much more than what you have experienced? ...and that you have missed something very important and truly enriching? Is happiness to you the ability to endure, conceal, and deny your unhappiness? Is time running out in your life?

Are you willing to look at yourself and your personal life in a new way? ...one that will clearly guide you? ...without judgments? If so, then begin by realizing that everything you have in life, whether desirable or undesirable, you have chosen and lived with every belief, thought, attitude, emotion, word, and action, ...and what you do not have, that is because you have not enlivened and embraced those things.

Along with this, you must understand that to live the self and life you truly desire requires some new beliefs, different attitudes, finer emotions, more-insightful views of your lifeself, broader understandings, and constant actions. Is that asking too much? ...or would you rather continue your painfully contradictory and  burdened self and life Aas usual@? Well, you certainly know what that is like, for your pains, problems, and illnesses alone outpicture the inner-conflicts you are creating and straining against, ...is that what you want to continue? Are your beliefs and desires so correct? ...or do you even know, with any degree of certainty, just what you do believe and desire? ...and what your life is all about? How do your judgments limit or block your knowing? Are you struggling against your desires simply because someone has labeled them Acravings@ and condemned them as Abad@? Are you simultaneously following and struggling against such beliefs?

It’s nice to see that you have decided to continue!

 

Do you understand that by choosing what you Awant@, which usually means resolving, overcoming, or gaining relief from your previous choices, you miss out on what you truly desire, ...and by not choosing what you desire, you generally have what you do not want? Only by choosing as you truly desire will you resolve what you have ...and do not want.

AFor every action in life, there is an equal and opposite reaction.@ This does not, in any way, convey the idea of cause and effect ...or that things are caused, for this Alaw@ is properly stated that for every action, there is a SIMULTANEOUS equal and opposite reaction, ...for, after all, when an action occurs, the universe doesn=t Ago on vacation@ waiting for a result or consequence, ...the action and reaction are simultaneous, which means that action$reaction is a single event ...so nothing in life can possibly Acause@ any other thing. In the same way, no belief, thought, emotion, attitude, action, or pathogen can ever Acause@ a disease, hurt, pain, or illness ...or state of enriching wellbeing and happiness, ...but you certainly can live a sequence of whole events which seems to lead to or cause a disease, hurt, or illness …or a state of wellbeing and happiness.

It is the pattern of your life which is outpictured in your body infirmities and strengths, ...thus, illness and wellbeing are not caused, they are lived, ...you pattern them into your body and life. Instead of searching endlessly for the cause of your illness ...or for how to cause happiness, to properly understand your infirmities and strengths it is vital that you look at and deal with the pattern of the self and life you are living ...and struggling with or against.

Many Aso-called@ enlightened religions and teachings view physical life as a wearisome sickness, burden, and trial which can only be relieved or passed through by enlivening specific soul qualities, discovering your trueself, cleansing you of Aunawakened@ beliefs and knowings, eliminating your ego, modifying your attitudes and emotions, having faith, being loving, overcoming desires, discovering your purpose and fulfilling that, and creating finer behaviors, ...and then forsaking all of this for God ...or for a state of pure-consciousness, ...does any of this make sense to you? ...yet this seems to outline most of your daily struggles, pains, illnesses, and lack of true happiness and enriching wellbeing. It seems that your pain and sickness is in following their prescribed cure ...not in you! ...and many cures are more-burdensome than the illness.

Though it has long been proclaimed by many healers and seers and Aspiritual@ teachers that the real solution to all problems and cure for physical ailments is spiritual unfoldment and illumination, faith, love, enlightenment, and abiding in pure God-consciousness, none of these solutions have done much to lessen or overcome physical illnesses, for it seems that mankind’s views and understandings of life have not changed significantly for centuries. Ohh, certainly, we=ve stopped blaming disembodied spirits or personal sins for Acausing@ our illnesses and disabilities, but most people with a severe disease or illness still blame bacteria and viruses for their illnesses and wonder whether they have done something Awrong@. Well, ...you haven=t! ...for all illnesses and infirmities merely reveal the state of life and wellbeing you are living ...and usually struggling against; ...and believing that physical life is bad, painful, or burdensome which must be endured or transcended is your greatest conflict and painful way of life. Though it may seem otherwise, life does not happen to you, you happen to life. In the same way, pains, diseases, and illnesses do not happen to you, you live them by not knowing your true beliefs, by judging, ...and by not living the self and life you truly desire. Life is not about what it makes of you, it is about what you make of life. Have you established the meaningful purpose of your self and life ...and are you fully living that?

As a child, you had the body and life of a child ...and, for all intents and purposes, you believed and thought as a child, you had the attitudes and emotions of a child ...and you spoke and behaved as a child, ...now that you have matured and grown a much larger body, ...have your beliefs, thoughts, attitudes, emotions, words, and actions grown with you? ...or are you still living your childish mis-beliefs and attitudes? ...your old experiences and reactions? ...your judgments? ...your lack of true wellbeing and fulfilling happiness? There are many physical treatments to assist your body=s growing and maturing ...but there is precious little understanding to help you live and mature the self and life you truly desired simply because traditional beliefs about life and the universe are founded upon and dedicated to avoiding, overcoming, forsaking, or transcending the presumed ravages and devastation of physical life, ...is it any wonder then that you have barely escaped with your life?

 

You need to put life back into your life!

 

And when we say life, we mean the life you truly desire, not the life that tradition, teachings, religions, common beliefs, society, and others~including family and friends~say you should live. If, through these awarenesses, it is revealed that to Aheal@ your illnesses, you should change your job and physical habits, including a few attitudes and behaviors, you will probably agree to try; ...if healing means you must change your beliefs about yourself and life, though you might agree to try, inwardly you will resist almost every attempt to change your precious beliefs ...even if we show you how limiting and harmful they are to you; ...and if healing requires you to, essentially, change everything in your body and life, you will instantly object, ...declaring that to be asking Atoo much@ of you, ...yet, that is exactly what as you truly desire requires of you. Are you willing to exchange your illness for the self and life you genuinely desire? ...or will you continue holding on tightly to your present beliefs, thoughts, attitudes, emotions, words, and actions? ...and to your pains, problems, illnesses, and dysfunctions? Remember, all events, circumstances, and conditions in your body and life merely outpicture the lifeself you are living, ...therefore, as you truly change, your illnesses will change, but you will still insist that this is asking Atoo much@ of you, ...yet this can all be accomplished simply by ending your judgments.

Through these awarenesses, you have an opportunity to see the self and life you truly desire ...so you can live that, ...however, if you carry your judgments along with you ...and keep them alive and well, your new, desirable lifeself and healing will deteriorate to life and illness as usual@.

 

This is your body and life to live as you choose.

 

           And if you are not willing to live the self and life you truly desire, then stop complaining! ...and all pains, illnesses, burdens, problems, and dysfunctions express your complaints loudly and clearly. You can deny and forsake many things in life ...and hide from many other things, but you cannot hide from or forsake yourself, for, in all things, you always choose to serve yourself. Ohh, certainly, the resultant consequences may seem not to serve you, as you believe that your pains and illnesses do not serve you, but at the moment of making a choice~with every belief, thought, attitude, emotion, word, and action~you always choose to serve yourself. And your pains and illness serve by revealing the self and life you are living ...and the lifeself you desire.

Life is not about what you have, accomplish, attain to, overcome, or create ...or what you avoid or forsake, life is about how you feel about these things, ...therefore, it is completely within your power~no matter the events, conditions, situations, or circumstances~to always live the self and life you truly desire, ...nothing and no one impedes you, but you don=t believe that, ...do you? So you judge all things and live the pains, problems, sicknesses, afflictions, and dysfunctions of those judgments ...and forsake the self and life you truly desire. We want to help you remedy that!

People who chide you for believing yourself to be the personality you have created ...with the particular beliefs, thoughts, opinions, feelings, and behaviors which go with your selfimage do you a disservice, ...especially when they declare that such beliefs are Athe primary cause of your difficulties, burdens, illnesses, and dysfunctions.@ These same individuals self-righteously proclaim that all such beliefs on your part are the illusions that keep you from knowing and living your trueself ...and keep you from spiritual illumination and unfolding. Don=t you believe them! ...for you are a spiritually mindful being ...and everything you are and do is spiritual, ...you do not have to deny yourself or remove your physical body to live and express your trueself. You are not in conflict about this, ...they are!  ...but believing they might be right, for, after all, this belief and way of life has been taught and preached for centuries, you continue struggling between a physical self and life ...and a spiritual existence. In fact, seeing the physical self sicken and die, you sincerely hope they are correct ...and you will continue a spiritual existence after death. Well, set your doubts and conflicts to rest, for your immortality is assured ...so live the very finest life ever, ...do not deny yourself, for that always outpictures as problems and illnesses.

 

God is not your source of goodness and benevolence,

...you are!

 

You are not spiritually immature, mentally passive, emotionally deficient, or limited by your present life and conditions. Whether or not you realize it, you are constantly told that you, a spiritual being, are struggling with a physical life because you have lessons to learn, trials to endure, illusions to overcome, promises to fulfill, a destiny to meet, services to complete, and spiritual awakenings to accomplish, yet it is never revealed what these lessons, trials, illusions, promises, destiny, services, and awakenings are ...or how you are to live and complete these things, ...does that make any sense? The fact is, life is not a lesson or trial ...nor is it an illusion, there are no unsatisfied promises or services to complete, there is no destiny you must live, and you are already spiritually awake!